Posted by: GPs To Be14 September 2016
If someone asked you if you were a kind person, I imagine you’d probably say yes. I liked to think I was. It’s sort of a given I thought, when you’re a doctor.
But I’ve had a couple of hospital jobs in my training where I must admit I had began to grease the cogs along a patient’s journey with more of a sense of irritable productivity, rather than heartfelt affection. The outcomes were the same, I think. But it didn’t sit well with me, and I couldn’t quite put my finger on why.
I realised that it was the glue that was missing in the job I was in
As the months passed, I started to look around me more closely. Something was missing. Nebulous words like culture and compassion floated around in my subconscious as I tried to work it out. Or was I just trying to find a scapegoat for the assembly-line shift worker mentality that had crept up on me?
It was around this time that I stumbled across the book ’Intelligent Kindness’. Before reading this, I thought of kindness as one of those hard to define, soft, sentimental concepts. The sort of fuzzy word that gets sprinkled into a junior doctor’s reference when the supervisor can’t think of much else to say. Something that we find easy to spot as a humbling quality in others. But not so easy to put into words.
But this book changed my view. Kindness, the authors suggest, is derived from our sense of connectedness with others. It’s linked to the word ‘kin’, and is ’generated by an intellectual and emotional understanding that self-interest and the interests of others are bound together, and acting upon that understanding’.
It hit the nail on the head for me. I realised that it was the glue that was missing in the job I was in. Yet having spent many long night-shifts working side by side, I felt sure the staff were not unkind people. But hearts were being hardened, skepticism creeping in, and imagination silenced. What had gone wrong?
Here’s what I’ve come to understand: in our system, kindness has been relegated to the edges, to the ‘desirable but not essential’ box. It’s been sidelined to make way for the technology, guidelines and regulation that flood our day-to-day practice; an attribute branded as naive and idealistic. Instead, we cling to an air of professional detachment and independence in the clever, technical business of healthcare.
And yet, having spent some time in hospital accompanying a relative recently, I was reminded that it’s the acts of kindness, or the absence of them, that really colours the experience of being a patient more than anything else.
Like the hostess on the ward, whose ear-to-ear, unwavering smile accompanied her offer of tea every morning, and is now etched in my mind when I recall that admission. Or the radiology administrator, who spent a little extra time rearranging all the outpatient scans for the same day so that we would minimise our time off work. Without us even asking. Looking back now, it was acts like these that made it possible to cope.
The message that resurfaces time and again throughout the book, and the one that seems most pertinent when I look back at my experiences, is really the simplest of all: the best way to nurture kindness in others, is to treat them with kindness themselves.
Working in the NHS, we inhabit an uncomfortable void that’s too easy to forget. Day after day, thousands of us are in touch with existential anxieties that trigger our most primitive feelings. Physically, it’s the ‘damage, the pain, the mess they encounter, the sheer stench of diseased human flesh and its waste products’ as the authors of the book put it, but even more harrowing I think are the emotional extremes. Being flung from one end of the spectrum of power and helplessness to the other, the undercurrent of uncertainty in every decision we face, and grappling with the highly charged emotions of patients, day in day out. And all the while we’re expected to provide kindness unreservedly, often without much exposure to it ourselves.
So what can we do? Throw kindness into another list of expected competencies for healthcare workers? Squeeze it into our documents at every opportunity alongside other evangelised words like ‘compassion’ and ‘altruism’?
I’m not sure. But I’ve come to understand that a simple place to start would be reinstating its importance, to place it on a pedestal alongside the polished clinical competence we all aspire to.
Most importantly of all, staff need to feel kindly treated themselves. They should step into a system where kindness is constantly modelled and valued by their leaders. They need to feel safe, empowered, and able to reflect and learn from mistakes. And not treated as untrustworthy tools tasked with delivering unstinting kindness, in spite of the endless resharpening, rearranging, and occasional finger pointing by the workmen that employ them. Scandals like mid-Staffordshire have shown us the danger that can surface when we let a web of kindness unravel. And whilst this is an extreme example, the dynamics that produced it are still frighteningly present in our system.
It doesn’t need to be a Disneyland crusade of niceness. We’ve all seen it. Kindness is embodied in the simplest of gestures: knowing your name, saying thank you once in a while, and listening to and valuing your opinion.
Because when it comes down to it, before we reach for our pens, pills and power tools each day, we are all trying to connect with and care for anxious people at their most vulnerable. And we need leaders to recognise that psychosocial dynamic. Leaders that understand the emotional labour involved, and dish out kindness themselves in heaps, even at times when we might struggle to do so ourselves.
It’s not really too much to ask.
Dr Nishma Manek is a GP trainee in London. You can follow her on Twitter @nishmanek